I have every sympathy with you Sean, believe me. I'm sure you will achieve your dream some day if you continue to feel as strongly about it as you do now. When I was younger my only dream was to get a PPL & perhaps own a little aeroplane or glider. The ironic thing is that now I have the time & could afford to do it I've lost the enthusiasm. I shall never lose my fascination with aviation but doing it myself is no longer important to me.
Not wishing to appear flippant but I've always wondered how Americans distinguish between the Gas that Fozzer's cooker runs on & the Gas (gasoline) used in cars & aircraft.
...leading to a fascinating read, as always!...>>>>
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gasoline
Paul...having a gas!... [smiley=2vrolijk_08.gif]...!