by Travis » Mon Jan 05, 2004 2:00 am
Okay, I remember when this all happened, and I was sort of sad that he was dead, but at the time it didn't affect me. Now that I am older, and have listened to his music I understand the devastation it caused his fans. I mourn the death of Cobain, but it isn't something I am overly concerned with.
That being said, I have a "conspiracy theory" on his death.
From the time Nevermind (their second release) came out, Cobain was noted as a true heroin addict in the circles that followed his life. Courtney Love was also an addict. Following the death of Cobain, Courtney never seemed overly concerened about it. In fact (from my point of view) she seemed strangely detached.
I believe that Courtney DID have a hand in his death, but was by no means the one who shot him, or was even there at the time of his death.
My speculation is that they were sitting around shooting heroin that day and got into some sort of spat. I think Courtney was merely tapping (shooting heroin in small amounts) while Cobain was "banging", meaning shooting heroin excessively and frequently. Since he had been shooting for awhile, he had a higher tolerance, hence the massive amount found in his system. I can say from experience that the more you shoot up, the harder it is to get off.
Courtney then left, and Cobain was distraught enough with his life that he put the shotgun in his mouth. Any number of heroin users will understand the depression that can set in when a person is already feeling bad and starts banging to feel better. In that case, it only makes you feel worse and worse.
In conclusion, Courtney didn't kill him, but I think she deffinitely played a part in his suicide.