by alrot » Mon Dec 13, 2010 4:57 pm
I do have reason to never have any kind of spirit too, but I recreate it myself, alone ,without a woman a wife living with a teenager that has now his own life , life hasn't being easy to me either ,I once also live in the dark In fact that vader avatar was my symbol back in 2002 Rom ,that man represents a good man that the situation make him become evil and twisted ,this is mythology of course ,that Vader used to be my avatar ,Now even that I'm so lonely than ever, I have learn that I'm not like that ,we have to find our own way to seek happiness ,even by looking other happiness, making christmas a personal and lonely parties ,
did you know its being 8 years since No buddy in my birthday say Happy birthday alex? unless simv and that's why I post my own party saying Hey its my birthday ..
we have to seek our own and alone celebration otherwise the only result will become a bitter person and live in hate .. for our own good