as for the beer perhaps i should start drinking seems to take many of lifes problems away:)
What??
Okay, I know all the drinkers in here are gonna beat me up now, but trust me, alcohol is the worst possible thing you could do to yourself when things are not going your way.
You can not make clear decisions when you are drinking, I know you are going to drink if you get the urge no matter what anybody says, but I figure I would just let you in on a few things alcohol has done for me:
Alcohol has landed me in jail more than once.
It caused me to lose my drivers license for 6 months.
It has gotten me into many fights....with people who used to be my friends!
When drinking I believe I can put my fist through anything and have done a lot of damage to myself.
The woman that I loved more than anything in the world left me after five years due to my little love of the drink. I got lucky and she came back....after three years of seperation and my promise to never touch a drop of alcohol again, a promise I have kept for almost four years now.
I used to be the life of the party when I was drinking, but when I had 10 too many I became the guy no one wanted to be around because I would try to start a fight with everyone...for no reason.
Oh yeah, I almost forgot the time I pulled a gun on my brother because he tried to tell me I'd had enough.
NOBODY tells me when I've had enough.
Not to mention all the times I woke up in very unusual places, not remembering how I got there, or all the times I drank until I puked and swore I would never do it again....until the next time.
I know what you are going to say: "You had a serious drinking problem" and you know how I will respond: "Yep, I was a full blown alcoholic," I didn't really crave it, but alls it took was one beer, and I would not stop until I passed out, or all the alcohol was gone, or the bar closed.
I can honestly say that all the worst problems I've ever had to deal with were directly related to alcohol consumption, and it all started out by just having a few beers with my friends.
I love to drink and anyone would tell you I was great fun to drink with, but it got really out of control.
But that's just my story, I know some folks can have a few beers and call it a night, and they do this their whole lives, I wish I could have been that way, but I don't miss it now, my head is clear and I can see all the trouble drinking caused me, and how much it cost me in the end.
I don't want to sound preachy, that's just not me, I can only tell you my story, and everyones story is different, but don't think for one second that drinking makes your problems go away, it only makes you forget about them for the moment, and you just might find yourself where I was, waking up the next day in some field, and on the long walk home you realize that your problems are still there and a lot of times the things you can't remember that you did while you were having a great time drinking only made them worse.
I am totally clean now, I quit drinking, smoking cigarettes, (both tobacco and funny) and using other chemicals, I figure I'm 37 and I spent the first half of my life getting f'd up and having fun, and I did have a lot of fun, playing in bands, getting layed, raising hell, but now I want to be healthy and stay out of trouble.
But you're only 19 so you are going to have to learn these things on your own, and I would never tell someone not to do something that I myself had done in the past, just be careful with the choices you make in life, it sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders, get your education and pilots license, stick to your goals and stay focused. I've been through a lot with women so I know where you're coming from, and my advice in that department is let her come back to you, if she wants to work it out she will let you know, it's cool to talk as friends, every relationship starts out as a friendship, but if you try to push it you'll just push her away.
I don't want to make your situation seem hopeless because there is always a chance, but this will probably not be the only female that will do this to you, there will be others down the road, so just go with the flow.
And that's all I gotta say 'bout that.
Paz out
P.S. If someone tells you drugs will help, I got stories for that too.
Well Fozzers magic mushrooms probably wouldn't hurt....
nah...wouldn't hurt at all
Still no linked images allowed around here Paz! Naughty...
urgh and most are as dumb as door nails too. i'm just not interested in the whole dating scene really. perhaps thats why i make things so hard on myself who knows:)to picky maybe. as for the beer perhaps i should start drinking seems to take many of lifes problems away:)
sounds like i should take a break out there:)