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Hey guys, i have to thank alot of you here. Today things sort of hit me and i think alot of things are starting to really become clearer and easier to deal with. And to be quite honest with you, i doubt they would if you guys hadnt been around to help. I thought i would go into what hit me first.
Basically this afternoon, it hit me its time to really go forward with life, i dont know what it was but just everything that has been building up inside of me finally just came out today, you guys have in some cases have seen what i am like in a bad and upset mood, but generally they arnt even close to being bad and its slowly just built up over the last 16 months, and today it came out, i had one all mighty explosion, luckaly no one was home and apart from a few things being thrown and hit nothing was broken. After that everything just seemed to click for me, As it pertains to my Ex, as far as i am concerned i am now ready to just give up(hagar that pm i sent you should show how difficult a descion this was) i realised i have been appologising begging and trying everything i could to make up with her and it hasnt worked, why we initially broke up wasnt major in the first place and it was a small screw up on my part, if none of it meant anything to her then whatever i cant carry on like i am. second thing i realised i am going to have to enroll in college its going to cost me the

Craig, anytime mate. I don't know what I did, but hey, if it helped thats cool, and you're welcome.

Keep it low and slow.
Mark

Craig. I never expected to see this. I thought at one time that you were a hopeless case. Glad you got yourself sorted out at last.

I'm sure you're doing the right thing. Delighted if my constant nagging helped put you on the right track. Hope I wasn't too hard on you. Good luck for the future.

I'm glad you have sorted things out in your head.  Things wouldn't be the same here without you mate.

Will

short of beating me down with a 2x4 you cant be to hard on me:) your advice has been really helpful both of you. i think it required that outburst as i really havent done that yet.

Hi Craig... ...!
Fantastic letter...!
...just remember, I am keeping a concerned eye on you all the time...
It's a "Family" sort of thing... ...!

Take care Mate. Keep in touch... ...!
Paul.
(Hereford).

I've never seen you as anything but inquisitive and cool..... ..........

..........         .............Stay Cool..........

.......everyone has their own stuff to deal with, and you seem to me, to cope just fine.....I know things can be hard with some of the things that life throws our way, heck 11 yrs ago my life was hell....20 yr marriage breakup......that was my shit to deal with.....oops sorry, but thats one I'm not takin' back !.....you all know how bad it can be.....

.....always, always, always, look to tomorrow, ....you may still hear birds sing, see blue skies, fly a kite, .....whatever,...if there is something in life that you enjoy, then enjoy it and try to push that horrid "down" feeling back a bit........

..........smiles await everyone,....its up to you to grab and enjoy them.........

Well CraigL! What can I say that the others haven't already said.. but I think your right, now that you have let out what was bottled up inside, you will be able to go forward with your life.. just take all this new energy and apply it to a  new beginning,, good luck.. flight sim and all of us will be here  ;D

Again thankyou all:)
Its strange, but that was prob the hardest thing i really ever had to do. She was my dream girl and everything was perfect.  thats why i think it has been just so difficult to get over it.
But from now on, its time to move forward look forward and get on with it:). I am hoping to start by getting a decent nights sleep tonight, that will really help to clear my head and tomorow i will begin to search for colleges.
again thankyou, i am very gratefull for your kind words, and all the help you have given:)

CraigL, we've all been there, bro.  If I'd known this was something going on right now, I would have helped ya out as best I could...

If you ever need to just vent or whatever, IM me...I'm on the boards most of the day at work.

Hang in there.

Hey craigL are we long lost brothers or something? You are starting to sound like me! :-), Sounds to me like God has something even greater planned for your life.  Every time I start to question whether life is going to get better it just seems to get worse, but eventually I end up realizing that something even better will happen in the end.  

In god

thanks guys:) i sort of had a decent nights sleep, untill the next door neighbours 2 year olds woke me up at 7am screaming and shouting in their back yard :-/
today i start the search for colleges definatly.
If someone up there has something bigger planned for me it had better be good to make up for the last year, year and a half.

It always does.  ;)  You've just gotta find the patience to wait for that next bigger and better thing...whatever it may be.

Andrew, Wendy, Craig's(how ever many we happen to have) Maccers and Will all of you thanks for making me feel welcome here and thank you all for the adivce you have all provided aswell

A little late in seeing this thread

Just glad we could be friends here.

Keep in touch!

-Andrew