Ok , I'll be Honest ,take it easy, I was trying to cvall your attention ,because YES doctors Sucks ,I have also an WPW (Wolf Parkinson white) deseace in my heart, I been in hospitals too..
What I did it for you care Unfortuanly if you ever suffer of high blood pressure ,Me too ,and that's one of the causes ,the loose the memory ,to wake up and not remember anything you did ,is exacly like one of the thousands of symptoms,when the blood pressures get too high Including alucinations ,headaches ,imsomnia, etc..
Triple 7 at least don't eat too much salt ,and if the doctor prescribe you antihypertensives you should start to use the same medication you did, You know this is serious, I'm telling you this for your good , Its Not time to get anger with your job ,the most important is your health at this moment, take things calm ,avoid coffe ,butter and bad food ,please try to go to the hospital ...