there is nothing wrong with my joystick, it's a Thrustmaster HOTAS Cougar
Glad to see someone else is finding use out of their Cougar!

I own one also, and wonder why I waisted my time with the Microsoft Force Feedback thingamajig.
The bad habits I can see picking up from FS is lazy flying. I was flying real planes long before I was using FS. Going into FS I had a great understanding of proceedures and how things should be, so it was easy to adapt my flying to FS.

Going the other direction I can see how it might be more difficult to break bad habbits, because you might not know something about real flying, until you experience it.
