Awash..don't give up, just stop.
What I mean is don't set goals or decide that you have to build "this" plane. Just screw around and play with it for yourself.
If you like playing with FSDS2 you can always learn slowly and start designing specific planes at a later date.
If you don't like it you can always give up without any feeling that you are abandoning a project.
Whatever you do...enjoy the hobby. You don't need extra pressure from what is supposed to be fun.
Good Luck.
